I'm a big fat liar. I think I hold back a lot on this blog. Usually because I'm trying to remain anonymous, mostly because I don't feel comfortable sharing things that are too personal. I think sometimes, it's good to have an outlet, but there are some things that are too personal to invite outside … Continue reading lying to myself
Some people get really annoyed by being asked how they are. Personally, I have no problem with being asked how I am, but it's become one of those questions that you don't even register. It's now a form of my greeting. I will say, hi, how are you? I think I do genuinely want to … Continue reading how are you?
I'm making this a thing now because for whatever reason, they actually help me? It's like yelling at myself was the answer all along? Who knew. Well. You seem to have this habit of doing one thing and saying another. Probably because you're not honest with yourself. Admit it. You say what sounds good, the … Continue reading letters for the better #1-2
This has been the longest week ever. I have been dealing with that migraine and also I guess I got a rude awakening. Anyway, yeah. Today's #SoCS prompt is empty/hollow which kind of summed up my week. The migraine left me feeling sort of distant and washed out and after the various conversations with my friends, I just … Continue reading somewhere between emotional and emotionless #socs
I think I accidentally instigated a fight yesterday. Don't get me wrong, these people had tension, but I think I made it worse by opening my big mouth. Why? I don't know. I'm just so stressed out at the moment and I am not thinking clearly. I think talking to the guy I've been hung up over … Continue reading everything’s wrong
I really don't want to go to work later today. I am just so over the place. I think being away for a week has made me realise just how much I can't stand it. Even (some of) the people I like, I'm just meh about right now. If I didn't need money I would … Continue reading dread
Last week was all about how That Guy was ignoring me. This week he was (apparently) paying attention to me again. I should note that this week I was looking on point (well my version of it, so crazy clown make up, but that's a post for another time). Hmm. I can't even begin to … Continue reading story of my life