This is me. I did this at work a few weeks ago. Anxiety attack. I put my hand over my mouth and cried for five minutes. When it was over, I strolled out of the bathroom stall casually, dabbed my face and strolled out like I was fine. Nobody noticed.
This post was originally titled 'how unfortunate'. Alright, before you read this: skim this post & this one. Maybe this one. Up to date? Well, after last week, I had this weird feeling in my gut. I couldn't figure out what it was, but I kept coming back to a comment I made to my friend about Dumb-Dumb. I just felt … Continue reading So this happened…
I was in that mood where I was looking at quotes and posting the ones that resonated with me. I was just feel meh about so many things. My parents are pushing me to start a Master's programme in September and I haven't applied yet. Actually, the thought of doing it makes me feel sick … Continue reading be brave
To have normal parents. I feel like I'm way too old to be sitting here thinking WHY DO I EXIST? but I am. I just can't understand what I did in my past lives. Was I a mobster? Did I inflict my ugly feet on the general public? What did I do? My parents, man. … Continue reading wonder what it’s like
I experienced this firsthand last week. There's a guy I work with - he's always talking about girls. This one. The next one. The next one. To me. As someone who's been leered at by guys, I would just shake my head and tell him to keep me out of it. I've told him to … Continue reading I was gaslighted and I didn’t even realise
"Self-love is the best love" I hate myself. I'm not pretty enough. I'm not pretty at all. I'm too fat. I'm not a good person I'm a failure. I'm not good at anything I'm useless. I have no talent. I suck. I'm stupid. I'm an idiot. I'm crazy (wait, is this one a bad thing?) … Continue reading not good enough #3
“Until you value yourself, you won’t value your time" Continuing on from the first part, let's talk about friends. I feel like certain people can almost smell my low self-esteem on me like it's a perfume I spray on every day. People will say that I'm 'nice' but in reality, it means that they know … Continue reading not good enough #2