social anxiety things

In terms of social anxiety, I think I've come a long way from where I was year ago. A year ago I could barely walk into McDonald's and now they have card reader machines that mean that I can do even less talking. It's awesome. Jokes aside, social anxiety is so fucked up. I don't … Continue reading social anxiety things

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making small talk and not talking at all

I hate making small talk but I've learned that it's one of those things that one has to do. I've been the awkward girl in the corner not saying anything and been the girl who just says things for the sake of it. As much as I hate (okay fine, sometimes dislike) people, the latter … Continue reading making small talk and not talking at all

happiness doesn’t exist | unplugged #4

Today's Unplugged is all about saying the things I never say I think going through life knowing that you're a disappointment is both good and bad. No, hear me out. Good in the sense that you can fuck up every now and then and it's normal. Wait. That's bad. Anyway. My life is a series … Continue reading happiness doesn’t exist | unplugged #4

Words from hell

If I haven't mentioned it already, I have this little thing that we call social anxiety.  The web definition is: Social anxiety is the fear of social situations that involve interaction with other people. You could say social anxiety is the fear and anxiety of being negatively judged and evaluated by other people. It is a pervasive … Continue reading Words from hell

it never starts slowly [poem]

Text: It never starts slowly It's fast Loud Messy Bang bang Heartbeat races Blurred out faces You long for black Where everything is still You long for peace Where nothing hurts It never starts slowly It just never ends © hiptobesnark Written to quell some late night anxiety a couple of days ago. It kinda … Continue reading it never starts slowly [poem]