happiness doesn’t exist | unplugged #4

Today's Unplugged is all about saying the things I never say I think going through life knowing that you're a disappointment is both good and bad. No, hear me out. Good in the sense that you can fuck up every now and then and it's normal. Wait. That's bad. Anyway. My life is a series … Continue reading happiness doesn’t exist | unplugged #4

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Words from hell

If I haven't mentioned it already, I have this little thing that we call social anxiety.  The web definition is: Social anxiety is the fear of social situations that involve interaction with other people. You could say social anxiety is the fear and anxiety of being negatively judged and evaluated by other people. It is a pervasive … Continue reading Words from hell

it never starts slowly [poem]

Text: It never starts slowly It's fast Loud Messy Bang bang Heartbeat races Blurred out faces You long for black Where everything is still You long for peace Where nothing hurts It never starts slowly It just never ends © hiptobesnark Written to quell some late night anxiety a couple of days ago. It kinda … Continue reading it never starts slowly [poem]

the worst part about crying

I have a new category called Angry Thoughts. It was just a matter of time. First post will be on its way. Random Thoughts is emptyyyy. I've been saving Bob's stories to watch them over the weekend. Luckily, I've either missed some or he's been quiet. Which is good because I think he was running … Continue reading the worst part about crying

Hiding away from the world

You know, I used to be that girl who talked to everyone all the time, everywhere before I got burned out. I was trying to be too many things to too many people and in the end, I ran. I ran like someone just told me that they'd seen stacks of cash in the near … Continue reading Hiding away from the world

Girl, can you shut up

Hello, snarklings! You know I didn't realise that I'd taken a blogging break until over the weekend? Sometimes I get lost in my own head and don't realise it, but I'm back!  Last week was relatively uneventful but this happened... I was on my way home when I sort of crossed the road in a … Continue reading Girl, can you shut up