I seem to have a love hate relationship with make-up. For the past few weeks I've really stepped up my look and while I've gotten compliments, I can sense that I'm on a dark path. I try to mix it up. Concealer only one day, full face the next, rinse, repeat. I still feel like … Continue reading insecure
I found this post in my drafts, LOL. It was written almost three months ago now and obviously, things have changed dramatically since, but it was an amusing read. I figured that I'd set this post free and deal with the shame now rather than later. Uh, enjoy. 12th February 2018 It fluctuates depending on … Continue reading having a crush is annoying
I don't like phone calls. In the past, I couldn't even bear to be on a call for more than two minutes. These days I can go for as long as half an hour before I start to twitch uncomfortably; it feels like my brain is about to claw it's way out of my skull … Continue reading can you speak up?
If you follow me, maybe you saw my five part epic on my drama with some guy. That's all he is now. Some guy. I've gone past the point of apathy and reached petty, and I have decided to write this post to myself because it's time to GET OVER IT. I'm too damn lazy … Continue reading REAL TALK
Following on from the FOURTH PART (sigh). #1 #2 #3 On Tuesday I saw Dumb-Dumb again. The nerve of this fool. I was probably being petty but I asked him if he'd calmed down. His face was a picture. He said he was good. He apologized because apparently I seemed upset in the last few voice notes … Continue reading mixed signals #5
This picks up from the last post's conclusion. I was going to spread it out but actually, no, let's get it all out and get the heck over it. Friday - I got petty and made what I now see is a mistake. I texted him. There was no reply and I was thinking that … Continue reading mixed signals #4
In the last part, Dumb-Dumb decided he was ready to talk. The day after the initial friendzone conversion, I saw Dumb-Dumb again. Initially I didn't say anything, but it got awkward (for me). He was literally three feet away from me and it was becoming increasingly uncomfortable so I just said hi (dammit dammit DAMMIT), … Continue reading mixed signals #3