Last part / ALL parts. I was supposed to be done posting these but time ran away from me. Haven't been doing much writing this week, so here ya go. Thursday He always sees me even when I'm trying to be incognito. Not that I was trying. I feel like I've indirectly engineered so many of these … Continue reading mixed signals #9
Writing these posts is always so damn liberating. I think it's because I can be honest here whereas I have to censor myself with my friends because I know what they'll say, but my brain never gets with the program. So, Blog World, you get the goods. Following on from the last part.... Friday After an … Continue reading mixed signals #8
I almost don't want to post this now but, hey, I can always take it down. Previously: SEE ALL THE MILLION POSTS HERE. Now: After repeatedly insisting that he doesn't like me, Dumb-Dumb, who I'm now renaming DS (easier to write, less offensive etc) has more or less asked me out twice. Both times have been … Continue reading mixed signals #6
This has been the longest week ever. I have been dealing with that migraine and also I guess I got a rude awakening. Anyway, yeah. Today's #SoCS prompt is empty/hollow which kind of summed up my week. The migraine left me feeling sort of distant and washed out and after the various conversations with my friends, I just … Continue reading somewhere between emotional and emotionless #socs
Well, I was at work the other day and out of nowhere a friend was like, "You need to stop talking to Dumb-Dumb." Point blank. No warning. Obviously, we've spoken about him before, but it was just the way it came up. I was like oh okay, we're talking about this now? Sha'mone then. She gave … Continue reading people who care
I don't like phone calls. In the past, I couldn't even bear to be on a call for more than two minutes. These days I can go for as long as half an hour before I start to twitch uncomfortably; it feels like my brain is about to claw it's way out of my skull … Continue reading can you speak up?
In the last part, Dumb-Dumb decided he was ready to talk. The day after the initial friendzone conversion, I saw Dumb-Dumb again. Initially I didn't say anything, but it got awkward (for me). He was literally three feet away from me and it was becoming increasingly uncomfortable so I just said hi (dammit dammit DAMMIT), … Continue reading mixed signals #3